being in love

heyheyhey. it long since i last updated yea? hahaha. oh well. yea i suppose tat i will always be in mai frenz life! and really. i tink sec school frenz u make are for life. hahaha. they shape u. they give u reality. they teach u things you neva tot u need to know. they have fun with you. they cry with you. oh and not only them, my darling also does tat. but not as long as they did~ ((: frenz juz rocks mai life.

haha. today i went shoppin with jasmine and unice. hahaha. they are teaching me how to be more feminine. yea and all da shirts tat i tot looked like lampshade or table cloth or pyjamas are actually not tat bad after u wear them. like this apple shirt i tried at forever21, its quite cute actualy, and i look rather girlish. HAHA. so not cheryl! hee. but in da end, i did not buy it cuz its like so ex! hahah. i bought a tube top tho. its like so starry, quite nice larx. but i bet matt mu and des will die laughing at me being girly. hahahaah. i tink me too. XD

but i bought a rather pointy pair of shoes. wich unice dun like cuz it has pink on it. oh well. i tot its OKaY. after i wore it for awhile tho it gave me blisters. LA~ oh and i took like awhile to find da pair of shoes cuz im like hungry so i cant wait to settle down and have mai brunch. but it was like 3+ when i finally sat down and ate SUBWAY! oh man. wanhsin!u better order chicken teriyaki k!cuz its really really nice! oh mygoodness. YUMMy. i tink thats da best part of shopping, you get to eat nice and good food! wow. it was heavenly..

and lastly! i bought a really nice dress. its like mai fav of da day!hahaah. i look so grown up and feminine man. like WOAH. is that cheryl??? hahaha. i know. i so do not dare to wear it out when i go out with matt mu and des , but i will dare to wear it out with jasmine unice minyu serhua and jaslyn. hehehe. cuz they are much more feminine than da guys! HAHA. okie im sprouting nonsense out of mai fingers again. as usual! blah! but its a really nice dress. and its in black!so has slimming effect on me. HEH.

hahah. hahah. i cant believe this, im growing up. haha. ME, CHERYL CHEAH YEE SHUAN, a girl. wow. its been long. hahaha. i guess cuz i wna look more presentable ba?to ppl and kiphoe and yea. for once in mai life, act like a girl. heh.

and i tink im pms-in again. hahah. oh and after shopping me and unice went to da condom shop. LALALA. hahh. its quite interesting actually, you cna see da different different types of condoms. hMm. it even have vibrating ones!OMG. but yea. it has really kinky stuffs in there, and its more for guys. BUT THEY ACTUALLY HAVE EDIBLE UNDERWEARS!!!!! WHY? why do you wanna eat underwears?ohman. tat tot. eew.

den we went to star bucks to chill. hahaah. really fun. cuz we juz crap about nth in general. juz feels great to catch up with old frenz, like old times.. too bad jasmine have to leave half way. hahaha. its really fun. gossiping. and acting retard. its juz different from now. haha. the past is definately greater than the present. hahaha. and come to tink of it. its been long since i went out with the guys :((( WHEN??

and we took alot of retard photos, i will upload when im free HEHE. unice, im so sorry im showing everyone HEHE XD

and yea i have atiny disagreement with kiphoe, cuz i ignored him and played maple at his house. BLEAHX. oh well. hahahaha. lidat larx. den i feel so sad. den in da end is he pacify me not i pacify him. hahaha. weird larx. ooooo and on friday we went to celebrate minyu's birthday. at billy bombers!oh man it really cost a BOMB. hahaha. but yea da burger is nice! and da shake was nice too. haha. tho i stil prefer da burger!ahahah. den in da end we sang a loud birthday song for minyu. (((: NICE . but abit maluating. but since when do we not malu ourselves???heheeh. it was a nice time. tho i got a little emo. lalala. lets not tink abt tat. heeheh.

oh no im a cry baby. whee. i miss mai baby loads. and its already 10.30 and he hasnt call me yet. >.< and im hungry. OH WELL. since when am i not hungry? (:

Monday, July 24, 2006

12:10:00 AM

haha. i juz suddenli feel tat as we grow up. we will slowly be disappearing from your frenz life. and somehow. i juz dun like tat feeling. haha. the unloved feeling. LOL. stil. i cant help feeling that i still cant let go. hahaha. moving on is a hard ting for me to do. and i simply cant help feeling sad that once upon a time i was in their lives and they were in mine. and now? hahaha. i will be glad juz to see them at least once a month. but somehow. things are juz different. but nomatter wad. they will be there for me de RIGHT??? ((:

i tink im juz feelin depressed cuz i haven been eating chocolates lately. hmms. i tink i shld go have mai chocs! ((((: YAY

once again, its cheryl

Sunday, July 23, 2006

11:37:00 PM

heyheyhey. long time no blog le. hahaha. oh and i juz went to visit sihan's blog. HMM. there was a HUGE hint on her *ahem* da day she popped out from da stone. hMms. i wonder when is it. HAHA. aniways. i cant believe tat she stil can remember when's daniel mok's BDAE! oh man. ok i stil rmb but still! its SIHAN we are talkin abt!haahah. XD JKJK larx.

aniways. yea alot has happened today. also dunno where to start larx. juz lidat lorx. hMm. hahaha. a little confused and lost larx. something big but i dunno. dunnoo if i shld take a part in it or not. hMm. life is just so weird. juz when u tink everything's great.. it comes crashing down on you.. oh well. maeb its juz me. hahah.

OH NO.
-maths test on thurs!
-PE on tues!
-econs homework!
-promos coming! OHNONONONO!!!

i nid help. (:

oh and mai problem is not with kip larx. hee. i tink his family is gettin use to me le. cuz like his mum took for granted tat i will be at their house every weekend. HEH. so she bought breakfast for me ytd. but YTD i didnt go kip's house cuz he wants to mug and i nid ta go grandma house. oh well. hahaha. tats when i realise tat i am already a part of his life (:

Monday, July 17, 2006

5:12:00 PM

heyheyhey. its me. somehow when i wna blog abt something smart. it juz doesnt come out right!hahaah. oh well yea lidat lorx. XD

lifes weird lately, and mai keyboard really sucks. i have to like use extra strength to type can~ wa piangz. booo so mani mani mani movies i wna watch!im like so glad tat nxt monday is free so i can go play!LIKE AFTER SO LONG??? hahahaah. ooo YES mai 6thmthanniversary coming. WHEEE ((((: time really flies eh. like 6mths ago i was still at tpjc. hahaha. sometimes i wonder if i had stayed there.. wad would it be like? will i stil be coping better?or will i stil pon lessons?ahahah. bahx. i dunno but somehow i regretted not stayin larx. like yea. i tink i will do better there ba?or u can say da grass on the other side always looks better. hahahaha.

and im so having insomia larx. hai. i dunno also larx. maeb cuz da 7th lunar mth is coming le ba. so im like scared? as usual larx. GHOST! wheee. hahaah.

ohyeaohyeaohyea! im gna go watch pirates of da carribbean with da guys!!!! heee. so long neva see them le i tink im gna rot larx. hahaha. and YAYAYAYAY. gg out with minyu they all on 30th heeh. to celebrate her bdae. hahaha. belated de but oh well who ask their schedule so tight? >.<

i find that as we grow up. time seems to go lesser and lesser. like time is cheating us of our 24hrs. somehow it seem to have grown shorter. and time flies. it used to be why isnt it dark yet? and whine. now? its WA SO FAST DARK LIAO ARX?!!! and whine. okie both got whining but yea. notice da diff ba?haahah. oh well i suppose tats part of life too. BOO. bleahx. BAHX. hahaha. all da B words. hehe.

and i went to da zpop thingy ytd with kip. haha. IT S LIKE TOTALY ScREWED UP CAN! BAHX and got alot of china ppl there. hahah. feel so overwhelmed larx. den yea. hai ya juz screwed larx. oh man. cant believe tat i actually tried to endure like 2hrs standin there. woot. im so fussy and spoilt hahaha. bleahx.

den before tat i went to eat dim sum with mai parents and sister and kiphoe. hehe. and i broke da news to them that i failed chem. hahaha. and guess wad? THEY DIDNT ScOLD ME!!! oh man and mai mum says tat if i can pass all mai subs this yr and get promoted i get anythign i want! WHEEE. hahaha. so i must really mug larx. hahaha. like ican. im a born slacker. not born mugger. hahaha. HELP!

oh and sihan i link u le! haahaha. (: say im nice! wheee.

and i miss mai old life. hahaah. (((: but now isnt bad too!

Friday, July 14, 2006

11:35:00 PM

hey!haven been blogging lately cuz mai computer died! hahaahah. oh well ya. lidat lorx. bleahx. den now its okie again. den lazy upload things into it le. cuz its so lag. HEH. im so mean to mai com alrx. but well i stil treasure it larx. tho i always complain abt it.

hMm i have veh veh veh bad news. i have to meet mai sch's vp and p cuz i failed mai JCT overalls. >.< BOO i got a EEEUU. so nice rite. hahaha. like some bimbo typing lidat. BAHX. I JUZ NID A FREAKIN H2 SUBPASS TO PASS!!!!!!!!! ARGH. so sad larx.! hahaah. oh well. so scary. i tink after mai parents meet da p and vp. im so gna die. i will be grounded. bahx! and yea. im afraid tat they will stop me from visitng kiphoe! and gg out with him.! and gg out with mai frenz!and losing mai social life! and i have to mug all day! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh wel. i guess i hav to start mugging ba. hahaha. since yea. i haven been really muggin alot. hahah. LA. LA. LA.

and i really nid to go out with mai besties soon!argh. i miss them like tons larx! hahahah. and i juz met desmond today outside tm. hahaha. LOL dats when i realise tat its been long long long since i last went out with desmaamuu. and LONGLONG since i went out with muaeuujasjashua hahaha. LOL. i like three letters hee. LAA.

oh and i wanted to say something. but i cant seem to rmb. HMm. when i remember i tell u all k? hahaha. bahx. WHEEE. im so gna mug now!

cherylcherylcheryl rocks!

oh i rmb! i got into eclub subcom i tink. hahaah. publicity. heh. oh well i tink its cuz im like loud enuf larx. hahaha. and thick skinned. bleahx. hahahaha. but im quite happy (: tho i didnt get da decor one. booo. but i stil like to crap and scare ppl u see.. so publicity is GREAT ((((: HEH.

oh and i love everyone arnd me and i treasure mai frenz. and i tink im starting to get use to teejay. and im starting to blend into mai class and da surroundings. and starting to yea bond with mai class ppl! and i have a S06 outing TMR or rather BBQ LOL hahahahaah. (:

Saturday, July 08, 2006

11:18:00 PM

heyheyhey. its me again. haha. i haven blogged from wednesday thursday friday and finally today. haha. okie. basically i got back mai chem paper. Hmm. well i oni got like 1/4 of da marks larx. 25/100. so good rite? LOL its like wa. how can i do so badly? but ya. i even failed mai multiple choice larx. ohmygoodness! somehow i wish i had studied harder for mai chem. tho i really put in alot of effort compared to mai other subjects le! and yet. HAIX. haha. no talent in chem sia.. AND ORGANIC CHEM REALLY SUCKS. >.<

oh well tats da most happpening thing on wed i tink. haha. bahx. oh and we got a new chem teacher. so sad. mr foo not teaching us le. haix. so sad he's a good chem teacher k. i actually understand wad he was teaching. hmm. and i actually pay full attention lorx!

on thurs. we got back our maths paper. i actually passed! whee. im like so happy cuz this is da first sub i passed! (: YAY. lol den yea. but i lost mai ring. da ring kiphoe gave me. the ring he gave me for valentines day. my first ever ring. argh!ARGH!AAAAAAAAARRRRRGGGHHHH!. i miss mai ring ring ring. i miss it so much. i feel like i lost something veh veh veh important to me. den i woke up on friday morning feeling depressed and everything. like i jus lost a part of kiphoe. boo. den on thurs nite i went to kiphoe's house den i felt depressed. la! and den yea he also giddy giddy de. dunno if its and omen >.< haix. den he gave me his ring! (((: to make me happy. and now i keep his ring in this special box of mine. so tat i wil neva ever lose it!!! (: i tink i wna make a exact same ring again. so tat yea it will be a pair know. heh.

den friday. i had fever. bahx. like really horrible. cuz i lost mai ring too? den wa super depressed! en i failed mai lit! OH MAN FIRST TIME! >.< haiya. boo. den i missed da piano emsemble concert. bahx. so sad!den i have to pang seh matt cuz mai fever unfortunately came back.. so he was stuck with serhuabaosheng. haha. SORRY MATT. lol.

den today i went to mai ah ma house. haha. ate loads of good food. so i feel super duper fat larx. like elephnt lidat. hMPF. den i told mai ah ma im on diet. den she say.. den u dun nid eat dinner le lorx. WA. den i say i want XD bleahx. hahahahaha. SO I FEEL FAT NOW. this is called zhi shi qi guo. lollollollol.

den i suddenli tot. its been long since i saw mai besties. haha. miss them like loads larx. i tink i will neva move on. cuz i keep hanging on to mai sec sch days memories. frenz that i can neva forget. haha. funny how life is rite?you neva cherish da moments until its over. haha. thats why i tink we have something called regret. we regret alot. like for jct. i regretted studying too much. there was time. like loads of time, but i jus played. haha. i regret not taking extra notice of mai ring so tat it wun be gone now. i regret overeating else i wun be on a diet now. hhaah. i dunno. i tink everyting i do.. no matter how much i planned it. no matter how long i ponder over that decision, i will stil regret it no matter wad.haha. i tink its a trend ba. to regret. hahaha. tat life is made this way so u will always regret making your choices. or rather human nature ba. we will never be satisfied with wad we have. we just want more. more and more. hahaha. (:

but i know theres three thing i will neva regret, choosing to stick with mai besties no matter wad.. agreeing to be kiphoe's gf.. and being myself (:

i believe i will find the ring again one day..

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

6:31:00 PM

heyheyheyhey. its me again! haha. i had a long long day in school! cuz today being mai first official school term day.. WHEW it sure is long! actually its mai longest day!haha. it feels like hell can. time seems to crawl. like REALLY slowly! oh mygoodness larx. i kept lookin at da clock until i believe that it had stopped moving like totally. time passes too slowly le larx. buai tahan! hMm i tot we were gg to get back our exam papers.. but no hope. haha. ani chances of skipping lessons? zero. blah! had maths lecture. all da time i felt like crap. haha. possibly cuz da new lecturer has a super duper loud voice???hahaah. yup. i m certain its becuz of tat. but well.. i understand most of wad he said larx. so okok lorx. den we had econs tutorial. our tutor said dat our class needs remedial!(!!!OHNO) so yup. i have ta give up some of mai lovely free periods! BOO. >.< den we had lit. hahahaah. den our grp neva present da holiday assignment. actually almost da whole class haven.. except maeb farah's grp.(our class oni has like 3grps?) hMM. haha. so ms nansi was angry i tink. den she kept saying things to make us feel guilty.. like some children neva do the homework i gave.. so now we hav nothing to do.. BOO. felt so darn bad!haha! den finally we had a LONG LONG 3hr break! and i went to eat da hillstreet cha kway tiao. yum!so nice . and i feel super duper fat. LALALA

den wa go stupid PE. man. i tink cuz i dehydrated so halfway thru.. i actually felt giddy and felt like puking. EEW. and i kept burping. [so i keep tasting da cha kway tiao taste eeeeew] den ya. realised how unfit i was. and how little i exercise. like mai whole body is jelly man. oh gosh. i feel like a fat ass!~ haha. i decided to go joggin and train mai incline pullupS~ YAY

and on sunday night i went to eat BUTTER CRABS!!! [ohmygoodness it tasted like heaven] we went all da way to ang mo kio to eat it larx. and it took like one hr den it finaly arrived. wa. but ITS WORTH DA WAIT MAN!!! its like heavenly!oohmygoodness. da buttery taste.. da freshness of da crabs.. wa did i say?da crabs are simply HUMONGOUS!!! oh man. i wna eat it like again!waawawa. its so fatty and oily and heaty. but its so darn delicious tat i dun really care! oh man. lets go eat one day! WAWAWAWA. (:

den on monday i went sakae with mai sister and kiphoe. LOL den yea we ate until four plus den sian le. so we went orchard tgt. I BOUGHT NEW PANTS!! WHEe> SO NIcE (: den i had a huge arguement with mai sister. hMm. dun we always? but yea. i ignored her da whole night until we went to this place in wheelock place called bigO. WA da mudpie there are so CHOCOLATY! oh man. im like in love with it larx! YUM. den after tat im not angry le HEH. cuz chocolate makes me happy. hahaha. bahx. den everything was fine again! wa. da mudpie cost like 9.95?wa den at first when we ask for bill, da person neva count da mudpie in so totally oni 20+bucks. but den he realised tat he forgot to add in da mudpie. den he go add!>.< SO WASTED else cn have free mudpie le! hahaah. but tat will be so bad! LOL who cares. bleahx.

aniways tats abt all larx. hahahaha. oh and i argued with mai sister over where to eat buffet at. sakae or seoul garden. hahaha. den yea. i won! (: wheee.

now playing : zhi xiang ai ni ((:

Sunday, July 02, 2006

10:19:00 PM

isnt mai honey cute?? hahah. bahx. ohmygoodness! so cute. until i cannot resist putting this on mai bloggie (((: HEHE.

3:00:00 PM

hey. im here to blog again! ahah. its mai second post after a long long time.. whew. i hope it will improve mai crapping skills man. cuz after not bloggin for long.. i have like forgotten how to crap in essays! haha. SO SAD!

oh did i say? im tryin to grow mai nails(!!!!) haha. cuz i wna stop bitting them off.. so in order to stop maislf from bittin them.. i applied varnish on it.. cuz i dun like da feeling of chewing on acrylic.. so now! i have successfullly stopped bitting mai nails!! haha. okie. sometimes.. i still bite it.. haha. cuz hai ya! some habits are juz harder to quit ma! hahaha.. and the other day when unice saw me... okie saw mai nails she actually asked 'are you cheryl???why are ure nails long?' hahaah. YAY. i have nails! woot!

and i watched mean girls again! like i will neva be tired of it larx. its juz so bim tat i have no choice but to watch it again. cuz somebody by da name of poonkiphoe wna watch!haha. da after effects of watching da movie was tat he started to act bimbo! oh my goodness.. hahah. its like WA now hes da girlfriend.. im da boyfriend.. >.< BOO.

like wadeva!

i miss kboxing with muu maa des minyu unice and myself! hahaah. its just so fun to go out tgt!like whee. and act dumb. actually i just miss all mai besties and all mai sec sch frenz.. cuz life was so.. retarded and mindless then.. even the studyin isnt so stressed.. now?its just different.. haah. and i really really wna go out with them like soon!but now mu's workin.. matt wants to work.. me wanting to work too.. i just dunno larx.. time seems to be gg shorter and shorter.. like there's not enough to spare.. haha. its just so horrible.. i wish months have 60days ea instead of 30 and holidays are like in bulk for 5mths everytime! haahahah. ok. stop dreaming. haahah. hai tuesday must go back to sch!oh man. and face da reality of mai results.. im so gna die!haha. i jus hope its not ungraded all da way larx... :S

did i mention?mai blog name was derived from this japanese movie called be with you.. its a super nice movie larx! super darn sweet.. i cried like hell larx.. so touched larx.. i meant da show.. its so touching larx.. haha. bahx. den kiphoe wanted to burn da dvd.. HEHE. but oh well.. cuz we both dun have dvd burner so.. plan doesnt work.. now we are gg to save up money to buy it! hahah. super ex larx.. hahah. save me! lol!

aniways i tink i blogged long enuf le.. haha. whee. im out of crappin juice. WAHA. so till nxt time!

cheryl was here at 3.10pm

Saturday, July 01, 2006

10:06:00 PM

hey. people this is mai new blog (: i have decided to blog again after a long long time cuz i realised tat having a blog provides a way for old frenz to know wad ure up to and it also allows me to vent. i really miss venting on blogs.. haha. tho yea i got lazy after a while. BLEAHX. and yea. i dunno if anione will read it other den me but ya. haha. i wna connect to more old frenz heh. so tat (: we will neva lose touch! ahahah

yea. and today is another slack day. cuz its after mai JCT! whee.

im so not gna pass it. i tink. except well maths and lit?hahaha. okie maeb not too. well. i guess i just have to see how when tuesday comes... (:

LALALA

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